Hi have you ever been under depression
Clinical or severe? No, but im quite often slightly depressed and unhappy with my life, trying to change that tho.
its a bad feeling i was once depressed when i lost my job and could not pay my bills 
Wow I can imagine how that feels, Ive been struggling to buy food recently but this has helped me make money so im grateful
i developed even high blood pressure and  i was but under medication
Oof, my dad had that as well, his blood pressure was at deadly levels but somehow wasnt hospitalized 
the feeling is so bad you feel hopelessness,no mood i also felt so worthless
Oh my gosh I know, just feels like there is nothing you can do and you arent worth being around, like you arent cared about at all, feels like trash.
i once felt like committing suicide because of depression ,thanks to my friend who took me for counseling
Oh wow, Im happy you didnt, hopefully you continie to get good help, you have a great friend there.